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Mandlebroth
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Hello,
I am glad I have found this site, I have been a dedicated 'Psychonaut' for a decade, of my own accord, I thought I was a freak of society, but the last few years I have realised that there are a lot of other people out there exploring their conciousness, by training themselves to lucid dream and with the aid of certain chemicals, tools really.
I must say I have had some of the most incredible experiences in my time of exploration, lucid dreams probably being my joint favourite with DMT and LSD.
I have had massively life altering spiritual experiences, have literally felt like a becon for energy, as cheesy as it sounds, pure love buzzing through my whole body, orgasmic feelings all over my body, while feeling the presense of something all around me, but I am part of it also, synesthesia, 3 dimensional transparant fractal beings humbling me about my place in the universe.
The thing is, it is difficult to explain these experiences to people who choose not to have them, I have experienced extreme hostility due to my openess about these activities during my education, which has not only dammaged my repuation, but limmited my options now I have left University.
I would like to meet other like minded people through this site, I believe that people like us, far from being crazy are in fact the most sane people on the planet, I cannot understand how people choose to go through life without having these experiences, I believe they can only be positive and their value is downplayed by conventional thinkers due to the fact that our society is only focused on what it can physically see in front of it's face and seems intent on denying the spiritual aspect of our existence, what I 'feel' seems to be irrelevent.
This, in my opinion, can in a large way be blammed on capitalism and the charlatan mystics it spawns, and conventional science, which explains the how's, but not the why's.
Anyway, I have had my rant now, so hello to all and get in touch with me if you want a chat about experiences or even meet up, it would be good if a group of us in England could actually form a get together, we could form our own little secret society, a positive one, wouldn't that be nice!
I am glad I have found this site, I have been a dedicated 'Psychonaut' for a decade, of my own accord, I thought I was a freak of society, but the last few years I have realised that there are a lot of other people out there exploring their conciousness, by training themselves to lucid dream and with the aid of certain chemicals, tools really.
I must say I have had some of the most incredible experiences in my time of exploration, lucid dreams probably being my joint favourite with DMT and LSD.
I have had massively life altering spiritual experiences, have literally felt like a becon for energy, as cheesy as it sounds, pure love buzzing through my whole body, orgasmic feelings all over my body, while feeling the presense of something all around me, but I am part of it also, synesthesia, 3 dimensional transparant fractal beings humbling me about my place in the universe.
The thing is, it is difficult to explain these experiences to people who choose not to have them, I have experienced extreme hostility due to my openess about these activities during my education, which has not only dammaged my repuation, but limmited my options now I have left University.
I would like to meet other like minded people through this site, I believe that people like us, far from being crazy are in fact the most sane people on the planet, I cannot understand how people choose to go through life without having these experiences, I believe they can only be positive and their value is downplayed by conventional thinkers due to the fact that our society is only focused on what it can physically see in front of it's face and seems intent on denying the spiritual aspect of our existence, what I 'feel' seems to be irrelevent.
This, in my opinion, can in a large way be blammed on capitalism and the charlatan mystics it spawns, and conventional science, which explains the how's, but not the why's.
Anyway, I have had my rant now, so hello to all and get in touch with me if you want a chat about experiences or even meet up, it would be good if a group of us in England could actually form a get together, we could form our own little secret society, a positive one, wouldn't that be nice!