Have you ever..

[ararat]

..noticed the strange satisfaction you get out of any kind negativity?

..heard that your friends are going to trip and inside you comes up this weird fear of them potentially seeing through you(r act)?

both of them were quite funny and insightful when they were consciously exposed.

 

[waygie]

a part of me gets happy when I'm really mad and cruel
other than that I don't know what you're talking about....I don't have an act. seeing through me would equate seeing a god
in my opinion at least

 

[IJesusChrist]

Yeah thats why I beat the shit out of kindergartners...

#2 I used to have a fear of when I was high "Oh my god they can hear my thoughts" ... it's called paranoia.

 

[Teonanacapilli]

I have noticed that I sometimes like being mad or in a depressed state, like I deny myself escape from it due to some morbid enjoyment. It is very strange and I don't know why it is, maybe 'cause I am seeking attention by being moody or something.

 

[IJesusChrist]

nana, you are addicted to whatever chemical is being deprived or being released...

Its a simple addiction, I had that too.

I would get very loopy and it didn't feel good. But when I didn't feel that way, I wanted to. It didn't make any sense!

 

[kallifane]

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