Goin' schizo

[IJesusChrist]

Maybe... doubt it actually.

Last night actually all day was completely out of. Couldn't concentrate, felt negative on everything. Kept bringing every negative situation out of any situtation etc... Not my usual self. I also had a feeling in my head, like... I was stuffed up, or I had pressure? Hard to explain, not quite like synuses, but best comparison.

Got weird.

Got home, was pretty tired (slept fine the night before) but started having C.E.H's (closed eye hallucinations) they were very... sporatic and violent. not like mushroom waves or breathing, more like a water bugs on the inside of my eeyelids... I was having very odd thoughts, and if I had actually watched myself I would have said there was something wrong with me. I was concentrating on nothing...I fell asleep and slept for 12.5 hours.

Anyone ever have this - I'm pretty sure its stress from school / girl situation - but anyone get something like this?

Just don't want to be going off the deep end any time soon :O

 

[restin]

be careful and get well. I also once had CEV/CEHs because of stress. Don't fall into it and keep away from psychoactive substances for a while, if you can.

 

[spice]

Sounds like you were in Alpha, and the subconscious and the conscious were intermixing.....I've experienced what you talk about, usually related to extreme stress. I think it's just a form of release.

Sounds like you have a lot of stress.

 

[Forkbender]

Get a massage with a happy ending. 8)

& get well soon.

 

[skoeip]

perhaps take a break from whatever you are doing and sit it out? perhaps its a process that need addressing.

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An of course, get well soon!

 

[Mr.Smith]

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[Ahuaeynjxs]

Might wanna get your teeth checked too... sounds alot like the symptoms I had from infection, bacteria are nasty and can make you hallucinate out of your wits.

 

[IJesusChrist]

ahuae, I once had a bad infection - had some kind of delusional thinking, but this was a bit different.

Thanks guys, I'm convinced it was just stress, I had 3 tests coming up, and a girl-situation had been on my mind for a week... so it just finally built up. Doin fine today, although I'm going to need another 10 hours of sleep I feel it - and some excercise. :wink:

 

[poisoninthestain]

Funny you should mention it but I was just talking to my brother about the exact same phenomenon today...him and me recently were both sick...he had a 103F fever and i was only slightly ill and had consumed massive amounts of cannabis the night beforehand...

...as i was drifting off to sleep my mind, what i can only describe as "drifting", i floated into this fuckin weird-ass headspace...at the time I wasn't even aware of these delusions until I came out of it...i basically can sum it up as a nasty thought loop-spiral...god it was bad...it was bad...my bro had something similer but MUCH WORSE...

...about a year ago I had a really bad strep infection. I woke up in the middle of the night tripping my fuckin ass off...i felt like there was spinning vortex's in my hands like those hypnotist black-white spirals...i wanted to throw up and cut my hands off at the same time...i think i can relate.

it's temporary hell.

 

[Mr.Smith]

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[IJesusChrist]

I once woke up on one of those lunesta pills, about 1-2 hours after taking it. one of the oddest feelings ever.

and I used to think I could read minds, then I just realized I'm retarded - but so is everyone else.