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- 30/8/05
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Okay, I'm going to try my best to describe this experiance...though, huh, as you well know...we haven't invented enough words for that yet...I believe that is why we have elves...I'll explain...
I extracted n,n,DMT myself (THANK YOU EROWID!) from mamosa bark. I put abot a milligram into my vapor pipe, but I didn't smoke it all in the two big hits I took...So, I'm guessing I injested anywhere between 60 and 80mgs. I'm 5'4, I weigh about 155 lbs, and being how I had just been discharged from the Marines Corps. I was in excellent physical condition. I was not on any other drugs except I most likely had smoked some cannabise at some point during that day. This was my very first time to try the substance I had read so much about.
It seemed like I was just beinging to blow smoke out when everything started cracking, existance turned into all of these simetric patterns, they were so intricate and real, like I could touch them...though I'm not even sure I had a body to do so with. there was this pullsating noise, like when ships are landing on Star Wars...this "wooom...woooom....wooom"...I swear, I believe I was traveling through a fucking worm hole...call me crazy, it's my fucking experiance. And I arrived somewhere, and there were all of these creatures...I guess they were elf like...somewhere...but they weren't bodies...like, thre wasn't matter to them, just engery, and these chinese chracter looking strips of light swirling all over them. They all looked unique, though Iwouldn't go so far as to say any of them were of a different species. They were communicateing with me, but they didn't speak...I just understood what they wanted me to know. They plead for me to not be freaked out...that I needed to listen to them...very insitantly too. I think they were signing too...maybe, I can't be sure. It was at this poit that everything became less vivid...my 5 senses seemed to start looping in on themselves, like feedback or something...I started to really freak out, it felt like dieing...or how dieing would seem to feel like I guess...the last thing I understood of them was that they told me they'd been visiting me my entire life and that they would see me again......
Then the room just started comming back to me. I began to remember I was a thing...my name...I was on earth...in my home...my friends around me...sublime playing on the stereo...all of a sudden, I was back from time travel or something...
It's been several months since this experiance took place and it still stays with me. Life is more myserious and meaningful then it has ever been to me. Occasionaly, I dream of the elves, but I can never really remember what happens in these dreams...anyway...yeah.
I extracted n,n,DMT myself (THANK YOU EROWID!) from mamosa bark. I put abot a milligram into my vapor pipe, but I didn't smoke it all in the two big hits I took...So, I'm guessing I injested anywhere between 60 and 80mgs. I'm 5'4, I weigh about 155 lbs, and being how I had just been discharged from the Marines Corps. I was in excellent physical condition. I was not on any other drugs except I most likely had smoked some cannabise at some point during that day. This was my very first time to try the substance I had read so much about.
It seemed like I was just beinging to blow smoke out when everything started cracking, existance turned into all of these simetric patterns, they were so intricate and real, like I could touch them...though I'm not even sure I had a body to do so with. there was this pullsating noise, like when ships are landing on Star Wars...this "wooom...woooom....wooom"...I swear, I believe I was traveling through a fucking worm hole...call me crazy, it's my fucking experiance. And I arrived somewhere, and there were all of these creatures...I guess they were elf like...somewhere...but they weren't bodies...like, thre wasn't matter to them, just engery, and these chinese chracter looking strips of light swirling all over them. They all looked unique, though Iwouldn't go so far as to say any of them were of a different species. They were communicateing with me, but they didn't speak...I just understood what they wanted me to know. They plead for me to not be freaked out...that I needed to listen to them...very insitantly too. I think they were signing too...maybe, I can't be sure. It was at this poit that everything became less vivid...my 5 senses seemed to start looping in on themselves, like feedback or something...I started to really freak out, it felt like dieing...or how dieing would seem to feel like I guess...the last thing I understood of them was that they told me they'd been visiting me my entire life and that they would see me again......
Then the room just started comming back to me. I began to remember I was a thing...my name...I was on earth...in my home...my friends around me...sublime playing on the stereo...all of a sudden, I was back from time travel or something...
It's been several months since this experiance took place and it still stays with me. Life is more myserious and meaningful then it has ever been to me. Occasionaly, I dream of the elves, but I can never really remember what happens in these dreams...anyway...yeah.
