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Ego loss.

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Apeiron

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This is the place where humans allow themselves to think throughout the universe that contains their being. Empathizing every possible point of view through out the universe. Feeling every particle around him through every system of his being, being transformed into something else and back again with reactions. Also the womb... Unbiased logic.

.. My mouth is super dry ..

How could ego loss with language added ever be a Bad thing against the "Law"?
They don't want us to get smart/get along.
 
Apeiron a dit:
They don't want us to get smart/get along.
Who's they?

I don't think it's a matter of becoming "smart", it's a matter of becoming conscious. Although, a fair amount of common knowledge needs to be possessed by the individual. Once you truly awaken, I believe ego starts to diminish. I'm at that exact phase right now in my life.
 
Getting smart to me isn't a reference to book smart. To me it means aware or conscious of perspective and reason.

"They" meaning those in power, elected or otherwise, that produce or influence law in their favor..
 
There is no Us vrs Them ... you will learn that
 
You mean to tell me, that all the people in this world that know and/or believe that they have "royal" blood, wouldn't be able to completely literally and unbeknownst to the citizenry run the tools/countries under their influence.. driving them and there people into wars against others they THINK they know and eventually into the ground as simply "one of many assets, lost"......

The FED is one of their many assets
 
Ideas are like a virus - people are the hosts.

There are conflicting ideas out there, which need to be dealt with a greater sense of understanding of what is really going on. We are not in a war of Us vrs Them, we are in a war of ideas. We are the hosts of ideas that conflict each other, but most of us are unaware or unempathetical to that fact - we (all) catergorize people holding the ideological problems as the problem itself, which has consequences more or less of defensiveness, getting us nowhere. I hope that is understandble. The idea is new to me so I have trouble making myself clear, but I hope you can see its validity.

As for the original posting I don't think ego-loss is definable. To not have an ego in my book is to be unconscious.
 
Right. No good or evil. Just perspectives and opposing perspectives. But a logical perspective should never/never have to impose on another.
 
IJesusChrist a dit:
As for the original posting I don't think ego-loss is definable. To not have an ego in my book is to be unconscious.

Ego loss renders you fully aware yet indifferent of your conscious attachments to your being. 
Kicks bias opinions to the curb.
It does give you that "dreaming while awake" feeling too though, you're right.
 
I think IJC is gettig at something more. I agree though that the term "unconscious" might be misleading.
In my opinion complete ego-loss would actually result in pure 'consciousness', which would be the exact opposite of being unconscious, in my understanding. But I can also see how one could call this state 'unconscious'.
I've written a little bit about the ego before, which, I think, fits quite well to the topic, so I'll post it here ^^. It also differentiates between two different forms of ego diminishing, as I think this was one of the core elements which caused a lot of friction in a discussion on a very similar subject in a different thread on this forum. Let me make it clear though that I'm only theorizing in this text, not proclaiming to have reached any kind of truth (this especially shows in that I seem to slightly change the text almost everytime I re-read it ^^, showing that I myself am not completely satisfied with it :P):


The Ego


MAYBE: There are two phenomena concerning the diminishing of the ego that are very similar to one another but are not the same.

One is, what, amongst others, Buddhism teaches, learning to control your ego, and not being controlled. For, as long as one is controlled by the ego one experiences potential fear. Here meaning you are a person who needs to be approved, who needs to judge in order to be ‘different’ him-/herself and who needs to create ‘order’ in his surrounding, but most importantly one that needs to attach meaning to this constant judging; all things that arise from duality. Being controlled by the ego in this sense is the cause of this need to constantly attach worth to judgments; states of either good or bad. Thus, the ego is the inherent need to judge (to create duality; in a sense to create our reality), but the constantly attaching of worth to those judgments results from being controlled by the ego. Thus once the ego is controlled (not dissolved), one can experience bliss/peace/love, as one no longer attaches worth to judgments, and thus nothing is either good nor bad, things just ‘are’; the concept of “Suchness” comes to thought.

-- But what/who is it that is controlling the ego?


The second phenomenon is actual ego death, or the dissolving of the ego. A much more intense experience, that doesn’t arise from controlling the ego but from actually dissolving it/’turning it off’ (these are e.g. deep mystical experiences, near-death experiences (?), or very strong psychedelic drug experiences). These experiences can be of great benefit in learning to control the ego. Yet it is important to understand that they are not the same. Also it seems unlikely that one is able to survive having a dissolved ego for a long period of time. If all duality ceases to exist, there is no possibility to create any distinctions whatsoever, including differing between your body, and everything else. Thus it seems highly unlikely one would be capable of taking care of this non-identifiable body with non-identifiable foods and drinks.

-- But again… who/what is it that would (not) survive? Actually one could go as far as to argue that even life and death do not exist as such in a state of non-duality. This would imply something I cannot fully grasp in my current (sober ;b) state of mind, yet it would imply one is neither alive or dead when in a state of consciousness of non-duality, questioning whether there is actually any need to ‘survive’ in this state, as the whole concept of ‘surviving’ would be rendered meaningless. What would it mean to survive in this state?


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I think one of the main problems in discussing the second form of ego-diminishing, ego-death, is that one gets involved with concepts of non-duality which are simply not graspable/understandable by a mind in a state of dual consciousness, and which are certainly not expressible in words. At the very best, if words can manage to get close to the concept of ego-death, they will always fall short of the actual experience or state of ego-death, as words themselves have characteristics of duality. Yet when under the influence of psychedelic drugs, the mind takes on more non-dual properties, making the whole philosophy of ego-death easier to grasp. At the same time it also explains why one, most of the time, cannot really realize ("remember"), in a sober state of mind, what one realized during the psychedelic experience (regarding the state of ego-death). To me it kind of feels like people have different 'codecs', but usually only one can be active at a time; one 'codec' for dual reality, and one for non-dual reality.. Although this also seems to be putting it a bit too simplistic in my opinion.
 
What if someone taught themselves, in a duality state of mind, to automatically formulate an opinion of something random from another things perspective, based on knowledge of facts and/or emotions, in leau of, or regardless of their own emotions or opinions?
24/7 ego loss?
 
We are the hosts for ideas that are in conflict with each other, but most of us ignore or unempathetical of this - we (all) catergorize people with ideological problems that the problem itself, which has consequences more or less defensive that will lead us nowhere. I hope this is understandble. The idea is new for me so I can not make myself understood, but I hope you can see its validity.
 
What I'd like to know though is how to attain something so amibiguous (at least to one unenlightened) in an unambiguous way.
I guess what I'm saying is like a clear-cut instruction manual to achieving ego-loss, without having to use mushrooms (which has been the only have i have achieved ego loss in the past)...just because mushrooms are hard to find where i live, and I'm poor :|
But then again...maybe my thinking in a clear-cut, logical way is something that needs to be lost. Or at least combined with the illogical, unpatternized way of thinking.
That is, anyways, how i perceive the universe to be, both logical and illogical at the same time, a continuous (and uncontinuous) paradox.
 
Indecisive a dit:
What I'd like to know though is how to attain something so amibiguous (at least to one unenlightened) in an unambiguous way.
I guess what I'm saying is like a clear-cut instruction manual to achieving ego-loss, without having to use mushrooms (which has been the only have i have achieved ego loss in the past)...just because mushrooms are hard to find where i live, and I'm poor :|


there really isnt anything particularly ambiguous about ego death (and 'ego loss' or 'ego dissolution/disintegration, which afaik are just synonymous terms for the same experience), it is an experience which is fairly common among psychonauts, where you 'die' during a psychedelic trip session, and are then 'reborn' when the trip ends

Michael Hoffman has written a comprehensive 'instruction manual' for ego death at egodeath.com

But you do need to take drugs to enter the intense altered state which is a prerequisite for experiencing ego death, nobody every experiences mystical death and rebirth whilst in the ordinary, sober state of consciousness, this is emphatically a phenomenon associated with the psychedelic state of consciousness. However it shouldnt be too difficult to locate mushrooms, they grow ubiquitously so you shouldnt have to travel far to find them....
 
I guess I just stated it as an 'ambiguous' experience because nobody I was around at the time had been able to understand me when I started saying "Oh my God, I don't exist you guys. I just realized I don't exist and it feels incredible!" :rolleyes:

That was on 2 grams of i think bluecap mushrooms....or something like that.
But tomorrow I'm doing 3 grams of chocolate (?) shrooms, maybe i just need a higher dosage to experience it fully, and trip with someone who is experienced in transcendence and the like, so they can coach me through all of the crazy little thoughts that pop into my head.

When I trip I always see this fine mist that continually rises up from a paper or a wall, and is always changing into these random beautiful shapes. Who else though wishes that a fixed shape would occur? Just so I can draw the damn thing on a piece of paper.
 
Indecisive a dit:
I guess I just stated it as an 'ambiguous' experience because nobody I was around at the time had been able to understand me when I started saying "Oh my God, I don't exist you guys. I just realized I don't exist and it feels incredible!" :rolleyes:

This ^ is precisely the essence of ego death, it isnt as important that you were telling other people that you dont exist, most crucially, ego death happens when you tell yourself that you dont exist, and believe it. It is the most profound and intense experience that the mind can undergo, and when it is experienced 'fully' it leaves the mind (ie the matrix of mental associations) radically and permanently transformed, ie the transformation persists even though the trip finishes. All religion and mythology is describing the experience of mystical-state death and rebirth
 
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