boredom, methadone and a new life.

[viljo]

BOREDOM
Yes I am very bored right now.

METHADONE
Just had to say that I think it's very Interesting how people respond to (other) people on methadone. do u ?

NEW LIFE
Completely unrelated to boredom or methadone but has anyone had a sense that they have started a new life.
What is a new life any way? I am just asking cause I feel like a different person. Not sure were I am heading with this but
I would feel a lot better if I could talk about it.

 

[gammagoblin]

yeah I also feel like another person, had that feeling many times after usage of LSD for example, but it was never as strong as when I got out of my psychosis. That shakes your fundamentals up pretty darn good.

As for the methadone... I have never used it or seen anyone else use it. Closest I came to it was someone using codeine but she was still quite normal.

 

[Mescaline]

About the new life.. Yes, absolutely, no question about it. Do you consider your 'new life' positive or negative (or neutral)?
For me it happened around my birthday (end of august), within a couple of days. Now, I also stated smoking a lot less cannabis from my birthday onwards, and I have been attributing it to that. I've got a feeling that I was pretty depressed, or at least lethargic and apathic as hell, for a looong time, due to smoking every day. So I kind of blame the abuse of weed, but on the other hand I have had my breaks of using none at all for a month or so several times before, and I didn't feel nearly as good as I do now. Yes, I also feel like a completely different person. I sometimes don't even recognize "myself" in my behavior now.. It's very strange.. I like it though

I also read that according to some mayan prophecy the 28th of October 2011 all "Underworlds" will be completed (it also said the periode between the 11th of February 2011 and the 28th of October 2011 is intended for our Consciousness to (become) "mature"), and that date is getting pretty damn close. Really have no idea if it has anything to do with that or if that whole prohecy even has any credibilty to it, as I only read about it once on a website, and never saw mentioning of it anywhere else (although I think it is somehow part of the 2012 prophecy). Regardless I think it is pretty coincidental.

Don't know anything about methadon..

Boredom? Go outside, look at and enjoy nature.. Works for me when I don't feel like doing anything; am bored out of my mind.

 

[ararat]

Boredom

I found that when I am bored, it is best to just be as bored as I can be, to not do anything about it. it is a very interesting undertaking.


Methadone

had no contact with it, and I certainly have no feelings of loss on that one.


New life

every now and then I had the feeling of having discovered a new feeling of life, a new way. usually it wouldn't last very long :lol:
that being said, life is always new when one isn't labeling experience or comparing it with memory.

 

[IJesusChrist]

crazy.

smoked some marijuana the other day, had an intense feeling of "I'm a new person"

Felt absolutely amazing.

 

[viljo]

A mayan prophecy were all underworlds will be completed. That sounds fascinating I honestly wish you had told me more. I love that kind of stuff.

I have never been rich, NEVER. Although I really do wish I had more money at times to go and do more things with the people well person I love the most. Just when you begin to settle down in life - there are many adventures out there and they do not cost the world. However it just seems like every time you get ahead something else interferes.

BananaPancake wrote Methadone
had no contact with it, and I certainly have no feelings of loss on that one.

WHY?

 

[ararat]

because it's some kind of heroin substitute? why would I take that.

 

[Mescaline]

A mayan prophecy were all underworlds will be completed. That sounds fascinating I honestly wish you had told me more. I love that kind of stuff.

Well, here you go : A picture and a youtube video in which "Mayan specialist" Ian Xel Lungold explains the nine underworlds (with a bit of dramatic music :lol.
This is all I have though, haha, and as I understand it, it is intimitely related to the 2012 prophecy, if not being exactly the same.

Voir la pièce jointe 5187
What strikes me is that it is along the same lines as McKenna's Time Wave Zero theory, as in there being certain time periods that follow eachother, which become shorter and shorter and shorter in length/duration. And both state the "end" of this process is very near. Or are they somehow connected? - I never really delved into all the details of all of this, but I do find it very interesting as well.

EDIT: Oh, when you look at related videos on youtube you see some more clips that involve the picture I posted here. One of them is called "Timeline To 2012 (Part 10 of 16)". Haven't watched it myself, but you might find it interesting.