Belated Introduction

[itsscience]

Hello everyone,

It's just occurred to me that I blundered into this website, shooting off my opinions without ever properly introducing myself.

I'm over 30 but under 36, I have 2 children that I love so much it often emotionally cripples me and I'm separated from my wife who I know is the one perfect person for me but it just seems we can't get on the same page at the same time.

I used psychedelics extensively during my teenage years and on into my early 20's but back then I did it purely for entertainment purposes, I loved getting off my face but didn't truly appreciate the consciousness expanding properties of psychedelics although I now realise that their use expanded my consciousness in ways that I am only just beginning to understand.

I'm now at a point in my life where I really want to explore the possibilities of entheogens and to attempt to open more doors of perception but it is difficult because I have lost the contacts that I had all those years ago.

I also wanted to say that I love this site and I love all of you who contribute.

Thanks

 

[Schwanke668]

Just booga.

Hello.

I like you.

Ok.. I'm high off reading the forums. Didnt smoke anything or do anything but hey. Free high is free high.

I still like you.

 

[itsscience]

I love you too man.

 

[Schwanke668]

I love you too man.

*Sings entirely off key with all sincerity...*

"All we are saaaaayingggg... Is give peace a chance....."

 

[itsscience]

Given that you're a Jesusian I read between the lines and interpreted "I like you" as "I love you".

 

[Schwanke668]

*blushes*

Is it that obvious?



I do love everyone and I dont joke about that but people tend to get wierd if you tell them you love them without really getting to know them first. Often very hard for people to accept that I really could love someone without knowing them.

Its actually gotten me into trouble a few times cuz like I told this one woman that I loved her meaning it purely as an I love everyone thing but with real seriousness of love not just saying love cliche and she flipped out and wouldnt talk to me for 6 months because she thought I wanted to get in her pants because the only 'love' she knew was the I want to fuck you generic cliche american love you see in the movies now adays.

Sigh. So I hold back now and dont say it unless I think the person can handle it and even then I'm very reserved on the side of paranoid more often then not.

 

[itsscience]

yes but mainly because you expressly stated it in one of your posts

 

[Schwanke668]

Ohh haha did I?

I never have a clue what I wrote before until I read it again. I have vague recollections and collected themes but generally speaking specific concepts are lost in the general conversation.

Plus I make lots of random side comments that I figure no one pays attention to.

This might have been one of em hehe but hey now I know I said it and now I know someone was listening (reading) lol.