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[Heaven]

Hi everyone. I've gone crazy and am in the process of discombobulating my brain so that I can actually utilize all of my knowledge for good. I know what it is that I need to do. But it gets hard. Living with one foot in the spirit world, and another on the physical plane. Shit sucks.
Figured there'd more than likely be people who who can understand what I'm going through.
Kids around me who do acid and supposedly "know it all" can't help me because they're too busy thinking they're the masters of the universe or something and that I'm their queen; yeah, I'm aware of the state that I can ascend my soul to, but honestly I don't want to do that shit. If I'm going to live my life on Earth over and over again for all of eternity, I've gotta do it right. I need to get a grip back onto the physical plane so I can use my knowledge to give to others. I don't want it to be stuck in my brain forever.
Anyways, thanks for reading ok hello bye lol.

 

[ophiuchus]

welcome, you are not alone! i walk the line between the realms of sleep and dream daily. through extensive journeys into mind, i have "learned" to listen to experience for answers to my questions. i think it is most important for me to tell you to have confidence that what one is doing is not crazy(not bad), even if others cannot comprehend or believe it. it can only be deemed bad if it cannot be integrated, but things all take time, and with nothing but time, there is no rush.

you reminded me of a quote i read once. i don't remember the details, but essentially, if there is no one to act as a shepherd and guide for future generations, then how will the youth, in a society becoming ever more chaotic, ever achieve peace, nirvana, etc?

self liberation? how can it be had by the hands of a few if we are all the self? that's not self liberation, but selfish liberations, and therefore not liberation at all.

 

[ararat]

hey heaven! good to have you here, welcome to the mutant part of humanity :snakeman:


you reminded me of a quote too, by bukowski: "some people never go crazy. what truly horrible lives they must lead."

 

[Heaven]

Thank you both for your understanding, ok well I guess I oughta go post stuff =)

 

[GreenPalien]

Hello Heaven !
Welcome to the forum. At least you have found the right place to share your personal experiences and we might be of some help to you.
Stay here and you will like this place.